• Teach Me to Forget

  • By: Erica M. Chapman
  • Narrated by: Bailey Carr
  • Length: 7 hrs and 45 mins
  • Unabridged Audiobook
  • Release date: 12-02-16
  • Language: English
  • Publisher: Audible Studios
  • 4.5 out of 5 stars 4.4 (59 ratings)

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Publisher's Summary

Ellery wants to die. Nothing is going right. Her younger sister is dead, and her family is in shambles. But on the day that she tries to end it all, even the gun won't work. When she tries to return it, she's intercepted by a security guard who also happens to be a boy in one of her classes, Colter Sawyer. Colter recognizes Ellery's desperation and begins working hard to earn her trust. Why does this cute boy care about my worthless life? Ellery wonders. But as the story unfolds, it becomes clear that Colter has very good reasons for his vigilance - deep personal reasons. And whether Ellery likes it or not, he won't let go.
©2016 Erica M. Chapman (P)2016 Audible, Inc.
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Critic Reviews

"In this stunningly brave and necessary debut, Erica M. Chapman takes us on a journey to the edge and back - exploring grief, depression, and suicide with candor, insight, and above all, hope." (Amber Smith, New York Times best-selling author of The Way I Used to Be).
"A beautifully crafted, dark, and heartbreaking look at depression and suicide. Ellery's story is needed and necessary; Chapman is a writer to watch." (Kathleen Glasgow, New York Times best-selling author of Girl in Pieces)
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Customer Reviews

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5 out of 5 stars
By Clayton McEwen on 01-21-17

Darkly Romantic

Love this book!!!
It's a stark reminder of what it is to be innocent, lost, and naked.

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5 out of 5 stars
By Abigail French on 11-15-17

Surprisingly NOT depressing

I was a little weary about this one because I was worried it would be super depressing, despite other's reviews stating that it wasn't. I actually really enjoyed the way the author portrayed the main character's stubborn nature and extreme determination to end her life in order to 'balance' out what she thought she was responsible for. I genuinely believe that there are many people in this world that deal with similar struggles, and this book did a good job of expressing that struggle through Ellery's story.

Ellery's sister died at a very young age, but Ellery does not express how or why, only that she feels responsible and wants to end her own life. Throughout the book, she does not come out and say what happened (until the very end of course), but it is made clear that it was enough to make her feel extremely guilty. It was enough to want to end her life. I think this book brings to light just how much goes on in a suicidal person's head that no one else knows about, not even family members or close friends. Many people, including myself, have had a friend or loved one end his or her life when no one was even aware that the desire was there.

While this book is about suicide, I think it manages to stay away from uber-depressing and actually brings to light a lot of aspects of suicide that most people wouldn't normally feel comfortable talking about. I thoroughly enjoyed Chapman's writing style and would read another one of her books for sure. I really liked her raw, poetic style and thoroughly understood the feelings and emotions she described. The narrator was also very good. I like that she was able to do boys/mens voices without sounding like she was growling into the microphone like some other performers. All around good read/listen.

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2 out of 5 stars
By Molly on 01-20-18

Just not very good.

Didn’t really enjoy this story at all, I really wanted to but it was TOO melodramatic and a pretty bad reflection of mental health. I know that all experiences are different but this one just didn’t sit well with me at all. Wouldn’t recommend.

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