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Publisher's Summary

I crawled into Ryan Jensen’s bed that first night by accident. I barely knew him. I thought it was his sister’s bed - her room. It took seconds to realize my error, and I should've left... I didn’t. I didn’t jump out. I didn’t get embarrassed. I relaxed. 
And that night, in that moment, it was the only thing I craved. I asked to stay. He let me, and I slept. The truth? I never wanted to leave his bed. If I could've stayed forever, I would have. He became my sanctuary. Because - four hours earlier - my twin sister killed herself.
©2018 Tijan (P)2018 Audible, Inc.
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4 out of 5 stars
By Amazon Customer on 06-16-18

One of Tijan's Better Books!

This book was typical of Tijan's writing style and based on high school aged kids, but it was not her typical style of spoiled, over indulgent children with daddies black amex cards. The writing was serious, the subject intense, the struggle, therapy and hurdles were real and not made lightly. Truly one of her better bookd by far. I would recommend it for anyone who is looking for a girl meets boy, boy has morals and values, girl has some issues but so does the boy and together without harming the other - they come out from the darkness into the light.

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5 out of 5 stars
By Jan on 05-21-18

Unexpected Twists

This book was achingly beautiful and sad. The journey and emotional rollercoaster Tijan created is unmatched.

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5 out of 5 stars
By Sue Casey on 05-25-18

The first and second time I read, but wow audio is outstanding

I started and got to the end of this story thinking mmm it’s Ok, a 4 star and the words it was mine it became a 5*****
What a potent storyline for this book is Tijans best and I have rad and listened to them all.

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