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Can an atheist be saved? The New York Times best-selling author of Crank and Tricks explores the highly charged landscapes of faith and forgiveness with brilliant sensitivity and emotional resonance.
"There is no God, no benevolent ruler of the earth, no omnipotent grand poobah of countless universes. Because if there was... my little brother would still be fishing or playing basketball instead of fertilizing cemetery vegetation."
Matthew Turner doesn't have faith in anything.
Not in family - his is a shambles after his younger brother was bullied into suicide. Not in so-called friends who turn their backs when things get tough. Not in some all-powerful creator who lets too much bad stuff happen. And certainly not in some "It Gets Better" psychobabble.
No matter what his girlfriend Hayden says about faith and forgiveness, there's no way Matt's letting go of blame. He's decided to "live large and go out with a huge bang," and whatever happens happens. But when a horrific event plunges Matt into a dark, silent place, he hears a rumble... a rumble that wakes him up, calling everything he's ever disbelieved into question.
©2014 Ellen Hopkins. All rights reserved. (P)2014 Simon & Schuster, Inc. All rights reserved.
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By Tiana Poetzsch on 11-16-16

love these books

another great book by Ellen hopkins I couldn't stop listening to this book at work!

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By Perisha Thompson on 10-12-16

very Well written

I loved this story. At first the narrators voice was monotonous but I warmed up to it The ending made me cry

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