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Publisher's Summary

Jan Nargi, a single mother of two, is a registered nurse who worked in enough emergency rooms to know the signs of addiction, but failed to recognize them in her own family. Her son, Tommy, is a heroin addict. He started abusing Oxycontin when he was sixteen and graduated to mainlining heroin by age eighteen. This is their story. The one of his life chasing the high, and her life chasing after him.
They hope their collaboration will strengthen their relationship, assist Tommy on the road to recovery, and offer help and encouragement to others struggling with the battle of addiction. They pray their story will convince you to chase a new high, a natural high on life. This story is factual. It is graphic. It is real. There is no hero in heroin.
©2011 Janice Harris (P)2013 Janice Harris
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By Michael on 02-15-14

Suspenseful for family and addict!

Would you recommend this audiobook to a friend? If so, why?

Once started couldn't put it down- mother is a sweetheart with conviction- from a person in recovery you get a different view on how your actions can impact family... I think I fell in love with the author by the time the book was over...

What did you like best about this story?

The honesty and struggle

What about Johanna Fairview’s performance did you like?

She was ok.

Was there a moment in the book that particularly moved you?

Not one. All... Daily struggle of this mother trying to live her life... while being wrapped up in someone else's

Any additional comments?

Sequel!!!!

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By Kim on 07-13-16

Inspirational

I just finished this audiobook it was so true to life and inspirational. I lost my significant other to heroin 1 year ago and just found out that Jan the author of this book passed away recently. My heart goes out and her family. Anyone who knows this struggle should read this book. R.I.P Jan

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