• To Have Loved & Lost

  • A New Adult Lesbian Romance
  • By: Eliza Andrews
  • Narrated by: Angela Rysk
  • Length: 10 hrs and 44 mins
  • Unabridged
  • Release date: 04-17-17
  • Language: English
  • Publisher: Eliza Andrews
  • 4.7 (79 ratings)

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Publisher's Summary

When two people's lives are spiraling out of control, can coming together pull both of them back up?
Alexis Woods knows who she is - or at least, she thought she did. She's number 17, point guard, MVP, all-star, co-captain of the Lady Raiders NCAA Division I women's basketball team. But there's a darkness growing inside of her, a darkness that started the night her beloved died in her arms, and if she doesn't turn things around soon, the darkness just might swallow her whole.
Graham Griffin knows a thing or two about darkness. That's been her zip code ever since the car accident that took her boyfriend's life - the car accident she caused. When she meets Alex, she sees a reflection of her own sorrow. And she can't help but want to fix it.
©2016 Eliza Andrews (P)2017 Eliza Andrews
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By Sarah Z. Hoyt on 06-07-17

A Cathartic Joy

This author is expressive and articulate. In "To Have Loved & Lost", she draws you into a deep relationship-oriented plot line. Her beautiful, flawed, tough and sensitive characters are raw, deep, and happen to be lesbian. It is wonderful and realistic how the characters being lesbian isn't the main focus of the book and being lesbian isn't their identity, but just a piece of who they are. I find it refreshing to discover an author, who can portray real women in real friendships as real people. Thank you, Eliza Andrews! I HIGHLY recommend this author and her first book categorized as LGBT fiction. Hopefully, it will encourage, warm, thrill, and entertain other readers as much as it did me!

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By L. LaCour on 05-08-17

Great Book!

This is a great love story. I know the LGBT community would love it but I also think straight people would enjoy it. You forget the story is about two women and it becomes a story about how two people finding each other and growing together. It's a simple message that we all have baggage but when you find the right person, it doesn't matter. Loved it!

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By Katie crossley on 11-02-17

Loved it

Excellent book, I couldn't stop listening. It's my first audio book but certainly won't be my last!

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By Sarah on 06-08-17

Eliza Andrews

Great book by EA - captured the grief and romance, love perfectly. Will read more.

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By Gemma on 08-09-17

literally the best WLW romance I have ever read

And I have read a lot! Not just a formulaic mills and boon type - has a really quite compelling plot and the characters have fully formed backgrounds, realistic strengths and flaws. LOVE LOVE LOVE this book and will throw money at this author for anything else she writes!!

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