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A new adult story of Love. Sex. Addiction. Blackmail. And power...
Some say love can be an addiction. Others say it's the thing that makes life worth living. Let me tell you everything I know about love...Love isn't patient, love isn't kind. Love is a game, a chase. A thrill. Love is wild and war-like, and every man and woman must fight for themselves. At least that's how it was for me. A high-priced virgin call girl by the time I started college, I was addicted to love and to sex. Even though I've never had either. I controlled love, played it, and held the world in the palm of my hands. Then I fell down from those highs, and I'm being blackmailed for all my mistakes, forced to keep secrets from everyone, except the only guy I don't regret.
Trey...
With all the other women, I knew what they were. They were temporary. They were pills, they were bottles, they took away all the pain, and numbed the awful memories that wore down my ragged, wasted heart. Until I met Harley. She's the only girl I ever missed when she walked away. But now she's back in my life, every day, and there are no guarantees for us, especially since I don't know how to tell her my secrets. What happened to my family. All I know is she's the closest I've ever come to something real, and I want to feel every second of it.
How can you love with no regrets when regret is all you know?
©2013 Lauren Blakely (P)2014 Lauren Blakely
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By Laura McMillin on 10-09-15

Trey & Harley are amazing!

Absolutely loved this book! Definitely not what you would expect! Amazing story and lots of twists and turns!

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By meaghan3927 on 06-09-14

Interesting plot...melodramatic characters

I thought that the plot of this book was unique (at least relatively) which was the reason that I continued listening until the end, There were definitely some nice twists and turns which kept me interested at times. That being said the characters and writing style were WAY too melodramatic for me and I never really picked up on the chemistry between the two main characters. I won't be reading or listening to the sequel, but I also liked it enough that I won't return it. I did enjoy the narration, though. I thought that Erin did a nice job of giving each character his/her own voice. Listeners who enjoy lengthy passages describing exaggerated feelings and LOTS of angst might enjoy this but it just wasn't for me.

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By Cindy on 04-26-16

Great storyline - Serious topic with lovely twists

A story of hurts beyond imagination, determination, insecurities, trust, betrayal and love - Not forgetting the awesome cliffhanger - what more could you want in a book!

The girl did it yet again - Well done to the lovely Lauren Blakely X

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