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Kit Devigny could have loved rock guitarist Noah St. John. Their friendship burned with the promise of intense passion and searing tenderness until the night Noah deliberately shattered her heart. Noah knows that he destroyed something precious the night he chose to betray Kit, but he'd rather she hate him than learn his darkest secret. All he has left is his music. It's his saving grace, but it doesn't silence the voices that keep him up at night.
When a media error sees Noah and Kit dubbed the new "it" couple, Kit discovers that her chance at the role of a lifetime hinges on riding the media wave. Wanting - needing - to give Kit this, Noah agrees to play the adoring boyfriend. Only the illusion is suddenly too real, too painful, too beautiful...and it may be too late for the redemption of Noah St. John.
©2015 Nalini Singh (P)2015 Tantor
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By CAROLYN on 10-19-15


Noah, Noah, Noah my heart bled for you and my eyes wept for you. In this heartbreaking story we finally find out what the tragic and terrible demons are that's haunting Noah and driving him to be such a self-loathing man-whore. And, because of those demons, he purposely shattered and destroyed the close bond and friendship he had with Kit - the only woman he ever truly cared for. Now, a few years later, he has finally hit rock bottom, and the self destruct button, but before he takes that poisonous road he drunkenly reaches out to Kit...... maybe to hear her voice again, maybe for forgiveness, maybe it's his cry for help.... or just maybe subconsciously it's his soul reaching for it's mate.

Kit, who's now a successful actress, had been heartbroken, devastated and shocked by Noah and what he'd done to her and she's never gotten over him or moved on... instead she's living in a world of emotional self denial when it comes to Noah. But when she casually answers her phone at 2.30 one night everything changes because on the other end is a broken man crying out to be saved and she knows she doesn't want a world without Noah in it no matter what he has done. And that starts them both on the very emotional roller-coaster ride to forgiveness, trust, understanding, redemption, passion..... and love.

This was such a pain-filled yet beautiful listen where I cried for both Kit and Noah as their war torn relationship was strewn with hurtful memories amongst the wreckage of their past. But it was slowly pieced back together again with tears, tenderness, understanding, hope and mental peace as the past was finally faced and forgiven and Noah's childhood secrets were revealed. There is also drama because Kit has a Stalker who is becoming more and more unstable and, despite her Bodyguards, the Stalker manages to come face to face with Kit and the outcome could be deadly. All the other well loved secondary characters from the previous books are present and step in and out of scenes.

An emotionally draining but truly wonderful bitter-sweet love story of a Rocker's self disgust and self destruction but, through a lot of character growth.... and an enduring love, he is redeemed, saved and finds his HEA. I love Nalini Singh's books, I'm in awe of her writing skills, I hungered for every word and she's one of my auto download Authors but what really brought this to life was Justine O. Keef's perfect narration. Woman you nailed it and you added the magic that transformed a great book into a wonderful listen - thank you.

Worth a credit? I savoured and devoured every Chapter virtually in one sitting.... so that's a YES from me.

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By Nana on 10-18-15

Best one yet!!!!

LOVED IT!!! Very emotional and heart pulling!! Romance, drama, deep love and a emotionally broken rocker - what's not to love ? Well worth the credit!!! Can't wait for the next one and Justin O Keef done an EXCEPTIONAL JOB!!

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By CRYSTAL CLEAR on 01-31-16

My favourite of a brilliant series

Noah & Kit's story is heartbreaking, inspiring and worth waiting for. The bad boy has a heart and a beautiful damaged soul but Kit is the only women who can heal him! Outstanding and powerful writing.

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By Misty on 10-14-15

Another hit

I can't say I was looking forward to this book, in fact I left it a couple of days before starting it. Boy was I wrong, this story was fabulous and to finally find out about Noah's issues as he told Kit and she came out of his corner fighting for him it brought tears to my eyes. Why did I not believe in Nalini Singh you would think I would know better.

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By Nina M on 03-16-17

Great great read

This story broke my heart, had me wanting second chances and pushed me to look for that light at the end of the tunnel. Nalini Singh is a brilliant storyteller. The story is phenomenal and so are the character's. what happened to him wqs awful and any child going through that is horrible. I hope more people who do this are stopped.

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By Amazon Customer on 12-09-15

Great Author

Great story with many surprises. Please Audible More Nalini Singh. Books missing in library. Help

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