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For fans of Jessica Sorensen, J. A. Redmerski, and Abbi Glines...
Twenty-four-year-old Pax Tate is an asshole. Seriously. He's a tattooed, rock-hard bad boy with a tough attitude to match. His mother died when Pax was seven, leaving a hole in his heart filled with an intense guilt that he doesn't understand. What he does know is that he and his dad were left alone, and they have never been close. Now, he uses drugs and women to cope with the black void in his soul. He pretends that the emptiness isn't there and this has always worked…until he meets Mila.
Sweet, beautiful Mila Hill is the fresh air that Pax has never known in his life. He doesn't know how to not hurt her - but he quickly realizes that he'd better figure it out because he needs her to breathe. When the memories of his mother's death resurface to haunt Pax, Mila is there to save him from his overwhelming guilt. Mila restores his broken heart, even as she evokes his powerful, sexual desires. Now for Pax to keep Mila, he needs to work on his issues - and stop being an asshole. But is that enough to make her stay?
©2014 Courtney Cole (P)2014 Hachette Audio
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Critic Reviews

"5 stars - Love this bad boy who's heart is pure gold!" (Stuck In Books ( on If You Stay)
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4 out of 5 stars
By Reads a lot on 05-03-17

Great story!

If you could sum up If You Stay in three words, what would they be?

Love is unconditional

What did you like best about this story?

The characters

Which character – as performed by Loretta Rawlins and Nicholas Tecosky – was your favorite?

They both did fine

If you were to make a film of this book, what would the tag line be?


Any additional comments?

I loved this book and enjoyed being able to listen to it

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4 out of 5 stars
By Ndulgent Bloggrs on 01-03-17

If You Read This...

It starts out with a punch and keeps on going in an opposites attract scenario. Though I didn't care for the narration, the story kept me interested. I'm a new fan of Courtney Cole.

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