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Publisher's Summary

If I met Alexandra DeLuca for the first time today, I would only need one word to describe her: mine. She's everything she was when we said goodbye. Beautiful, stubborn, sweet...and off-limits.
After two years leading separate lives, our worlds have collided. Now that she's back home working and taking classes beside me, she's bound to make me lose my mind. She's all I've ever wanted, all I've ever dreamed of, and the one thing I can never have.
Not because she's my best friend's sister.
Not because all four DeLuca brothers would come at me with fists swinging if I hurt her.
Not even because she's way better than I will ever deserve.
I keep my distance because we didn't meet for the first time today. We met five years ago when I was a different person. When my demons ruled me. Even though I've changed - even though I've gotten my life together and become a better man - I can't change the past. And the secrets that haunt me would destroy her.
But I'm not the only one with secrets, and when the truth comes out, I don't know where to turn. What do you do when your world washes away beneath your feet and you feel like you're drowning? What do you do when the woman you promised yourself you'd never touch is the only thing that can keep you from going under?
©2016 Lexi Ryan (P)2017 Lexi Ryan
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5 out of 5 stars
By Dalya on 05-08-17

So fucking good

I love this story!

The fact that Lexi make a woman beauty something so so perfect and amazing when people (asshole) even herself think she is not. And listen it being read with such emotion and sexy voices make more good.

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5 out of 5 stars
By Liv on 06-20-18

This series continues to impress me!

This series continues to impress me!
★¸¸.•*¨*•★Spoiler Free Review★•*¨*•.¸¸★

Writing style: Multiple POVs – Alexandra’s, Sebastian’s & Martina’s via her journal
Cover and chapter design gush: This is another stylish and appealing cover. Additionally, I always get a little thrill out of seeing a bit of font color inside an e-book. It’s so visually pleasing to my eyes, and I really appreciate the extra style flair.
Dual format owned: Kindle e-book and Audible audiobook
Overall rating: 4.5 stars!
Performance rating: 4.5 stars!
This narrating duo continued their stellar acting performances.
Story rating: 4.5 stars! - What did I relish about Going Under?
Unpredictable / Easy-to-read / Tragic / Complex characters / Sports Romance (football) / Original / Quick read / Romantic / A Little Bit Twisted (Past) / Ongoing look at an interesting group of secondary characters / Realistic / Suspenseful / HEA

Would I recommend this sports romance novel?
Most definitely yes! The entire series thus far has been very engrossing, and this one was no exception. The added suspense of why Alex’s twin Martina came to be in the meth lab and the mystery of who Blue Eyes was were especially intriguing.

I’m sailing through The Blackhawk Boys series via audiobook. So far, since I’ve started this series late last week, I have had a lot of errands to run in addition to my regular listening time when I do chores, drive to and from work, listen during my meal breaks, and even driving through the very congested Hollywood traffic last night for an after work event. What has impressed me the most so far is that Author Lexi Ryan has been really good at tackling important social issues without being preachy in each of the featured couples’ novel. I’m really digging this New Adult / Sports romance series loads!

Coming up next:
Falling Hard (The Blackhawk Boys, #4) by Lexi Ryan. I am currently several hours deep into listening to that one already.

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