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At 11 he was my first crush. At 16 he became mine. At 19 he broke my heart and destroyed me. That was 10 years ago and the last time I saw Cole Ryan. They say you never get over your first love...I beg to differ. I left my shattered heart buried in a town I never expected to return to. I erased every thought of him and buried the memories never to be found. I moved, 10 years later, I have the perfect life, the perfect fiancé, the perfect career. Everything I ever wanted until I'm forced to go back and face my past and the man that destroyed me. He won't stop until I know the truth no matter how hard I fight it. In the end, lies will be uncovered, hearts will be broken, and my life as I've come to know it, destroyed.
©2017 Rebecca Shea Author LLC (P)2017 Rebecca Shea Author LLC
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5 out of 5 stars
By DW on 02-16-18

I loved this book! Worth a download for certain!

OK - for relevance, I am a fan of Sylvia Day, Jennifer Probst, Kristen Proby, Lauren Blakely, Corinne Michaels, and Meredith Wild, to name a few. Somehow, I had missed this author, but it was suggested to me by Audible, and looked interesting, so I bought it.
It was very well written, hooked me fast and I sure loved the characters.
It was paced nicely and the characters has enough snark and passion to keep me wanting to hear more! I really liked the way Cole put her first, continually, but also found it hard to believe a guy in his early 20's would do that.
Now, for the truth? slight Spoiler alert, but not really.
The author totally blew it. I felt strongly that she may have been somehow talked into Frankie's "secret" not being what we were expecting, even though she set it up so clearly along the way. I gotta say, that would have been expected and surely better than what we got. I'm just sayin'...
I did like how he came after her at the end, although making it about him being there in LA "for a client meeting" was kinda lame. As deeply and strongly as he felt, he should have been there even with no client calling for him to see their car. I'm just saying, this was a very committed guy...
I liked that thee sex was not outrageous and constant, we got to see some sweet romance and personalities merge as opposed to constant sexual activity. Rebecca writes a good character! I could tell she liked these two a lot. Actually, the fleshed out the side characters well also!
Now, to find something else by her... and add to my library! :)

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5 out of 5 stars
By Lynnz on 01-28-18

Big Fat Secret keeps the suspense going

I thought the story line the author created was great, but it pains me to have a secret drawn out so long. However, this is a second chance book which explains why the secrets were the focus of the book. Most everyone deserves a second chance and maybe by drawing out the secrets both of them had, it keeps your attention and builds the suspense. I kind of figured out Frankies secret before it was revealed. Just couldn't figure out how the author was going to even the playing field when the secrets were revealed. The narrators did a great job with the characters and I enjoyed their presentation of the story.

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4 out of 5 stars
By Samantha on 01-26-18


While I loved the story, I did not like the females voice
Many times I nearly stopped listening but for only the story line and the males voice that I continued to listen to the end

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