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Eighteen is hard. And so is Mateo Alesci. Hard to read, hard to predict, hard in every way that counts.
He wants things from me. Dirty things, nasty things, forbidden things. And I have to give in. His attention is completely inappropriate, but I can't say no. The way he looks at me...the way he watches me through my bedroom window...the way he drags me deeper and deeper into his completely forbidden fantasy just...turns me on. He knows it turns me on. He holds all the power. He holds all the cards. He holds my entire future in his hands.
And I have to give in. Because Mr. Alesci is my teacher. And I need everything he's offering.
©2015 JA Huss (P)2016 Podium Publishing
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Nominated: 2017 Audie Award for Erotica
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By Misty on 07-01-16

JA Huss is on point!

Yet another slam audio-dunk for JA Huss. A teacher/student story that was so gripping and enthralling, I had to stay up late just to finish. The story never slowed, the pace was absolutely perfect.

Ava Erickson was a fantastic narrator in this book, she was able to pull off the male character voices and have a different tone for each person.

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By Jessica on 01-29-17

Some inconsistencies

Very, very hot but the second time around I picked up on a few rough edges that should have been cleaned up by an editor of no one else. Otherwise, a great story.

I had tears in my eyes as she described the cramping stomach as she starved, and the elicit sex scenes never repeated themselves. When the plot started to thicken, the sex scenes petered out altogether. I like that.

Ava did a good job but I often had difficulty differentiating between the characters' thoughts and dialogue. Otherwise, a very good job.


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By Niamh on 07-17-17

Another 5 stars for Julie

loved it. Love everything she writes, and the fact that its autobiographical makes me love her more.

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By Kindle Customer on 07-13-17

good read

good read when I first started reading this book I thought it was going to be just a quick romance and not much background to it but it turned out not to be and I didn't suspect that surprise twist would recommend

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By TracyB on 09-22-17

18 stars

Another awesome book by JA Huss. I loved the story and the narrator did a fantastic job.
Highly recommended. 18 stars!

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