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Publisher's Summary

This is a story about me, about who I am, about how I got to be me, and about the people who helped mold me into Makayla Carlie.
There comes a time when life's disappointments start to add up. When you can't cry one more tear. When you can't feel that surge of panic one more time, or when you can't pray for one more day. You wonder, are we humans having a spiritual experience, or are we spirits having a human experience? What does it all mean? Do we all have a purpose? People said I was a hero; that I could persevere through anything I put my mind to. How could I be a hero when I never got a choice? Nobody asked me.
I did what I hope anyone listening to this would do. While one life was taken too soon, another needed to live, really live. She needed to be the center of somebody's universe. I was that universe. Just like the pea under the mattress, I felt her.
©2015 Jettie Woodruff (P)2015 Jettie Woodruff
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By Veronica on 08-24-15

Ready for More Please!

I'm so looking forward to listening to the next book in this series. I commute and don't have time to read it myself so I have to wait for the audio version. I loved these characters, especially Pea! Plus this book ends on a bit of a cliff hanger so I'm dying here!

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By Amazon Customer on 06-16-16

Loved it!

At first it was hard to listen to the narrators voice but it grew on me and I loved it.

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