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For the first time I realize that I can turn to God with the real things, that I can trust Him with the hard things - with anything. Even this. It is the first time I realize that God, who is infinite, can also be personal.
In Even This, Emily Belle Freeman shares her own deeply personal experiences of feeling forgotten by God - from the fear of abandonment in a dark hospital room to the desperation that followed months of unanswered prayers. In a moment of honesty, she found herself asking the question she had been afraid to consider: "Where is God in this?"
Through biblical insight, genuine realness, and beautiful prose, Emily will help you discover how to:



Diminish the power of doubt by coming to understand why the place of deepest asking is where the believing begins
Stop letting fear dictate the depth of your belief through daily reflections that will restore your confidence in God; and:
Let go of your need to control by discovering what is holding you back from being completely vulnerable with God.

Trust that God may have something different in mind for you - something better.
©2017 Blackstone Audio, Inc. (P)2017 Shadow Mountain
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5 out of 5 stars
By C. Higgins on 06-17-18

Insightful and tender

This book is a very personal and tender testimony on what Emily has learned as she has developed her personal relationship with God. It’s filled with many insights to the scriptures that I have overlooked and it makes me want to read my Bible over and over so that I too might gain this understanding. I loved listening and learning with her.

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By Barb Larsen on 12-28-17

Powerful message.

'Sounded like she was on the clock, somewhat monotone, trying to finish within a certain time rather than reading from the heart from which it obviously came. I continued because of the powerful message.

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