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Publisher's Summary

After finding Jesus at a suburban megachurch, young Jamie Wright trades in the easy life on the cul-de-sac for the green fields of Costa Rica. There, along with her husband, kids, and the family cat, she intends to serve God and make converts.
But she soon loses faith and falls into a funk of cynicism and despair. Fortunately, Knives the cat is there, looking on with just enough disinterest to make her laugh...and dare her to try another way. That other way turns out to be telling the truth. She launches a renegade blog, Jamie the Very Worst Missionary, which against all odds soon wins a large and passionate following around the world.
Slowly, she begins to see that being a bad missionary - awkward, doubtful, skeptical - can mean that you're just the kind of person someone else might be willing to hear...and that loving others is just as much about changing yourself as it is about converting them.
©2018 Jamie Wright (P)2018 Dreamscape Media, LLC
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5 out of 5 stars
By Sarah Farris on 04-26-18

Poignant, Gritty, Thought-Provoking and Real

I've followed Jamie's blog for several years. This book didn't disappoint. There are moments so tender, so poignant as she discusses God in her busyness as a young mom or her years-long battle with depression. There is unflinching and needed critical dialogue on the short-term mission "industry." And in between a lot of F-bombs and plenty stories about Knives the cat is God's hand moving so clearly in her story. This is a must read, especially for people wanting to have a real conversations about missions. And it is a life-giving read to anyone thirsting to see vulnerability instead of trite christian jargon.

I also enjoyed the reader. I was disappointed that Jamie didn't read it. But this reader really gets the tone and doesn't try to christian-ize sarcasm, which I've experienced in other books...ahem all Jen Hatmaker books that she didn't read herself.

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5 out of 5 stars
By hopedelight on 05-04-18

The VERY BEST memoir

I was reading the ebook while listening to the audiobook version, and I was so struck by how fast it read, and how captivating and real the story was. There is pain, satire, self-reflection, and so much thoughtfully crafted, beautifully radiant faithfulness and truth in her story. I have so much respect for Jamie’s courage in calling out bullsh*t. Personally, my own time in the mission field is filled with many similar memories and crazy, messy, weird moments. I am grateful for the author’s voice, her wild badass humor, and her bold unfiltered way of speaking truth. This is one hell of a book. Thank you Jamie Wright, your voice is a gift to the world and you are valued.

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