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Publisher's Summary

Love is strange. It comes out of nowhere, and there's no logic to it. It's not methodical. It's not scientific. It's pure emotion and passion. And emotion and passion can be dangerous because they fuel love...and hate. I'm now a reluctant connoisseur of both - an expert through immersion. I know them intimately.
When I fell in love with Miranda, it was swift and blind. She was the person I'd elevated to mythical status in my head, in my dreams. Here's the thing about dreams:They're smoke. They're spun as thoughts until they become something we think we want. Something we think we need. That was Miranda. She was smoke. I thought I wanted her. I thought I needed her. Over time, reality crept in and slowly dissected and disemboweled my dreams like a predator, leaving behind a rotting carcass. Reality can be a fierce bitch. So can Miranda. And I can be a fool...who believes in dreams. And people. And love.
©2016 Kim Holden (P)2017 Tantor
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By J. Huch on 11-06-17

It really was So Much More

I went in a bit blind, the blurb really didn't show the depth of this book. I should know by now that Kim Holden doesn't write a shallow book. The journeys all of these characters took were interwoven in such a beautiful and deep way. I loved the narrators and I did come to understand Miranda even if I don't like here and Maxine did a fantastic job. Elizabeth Hart is really growing in range and her characters really had definition. Alex had me at Gus and I will love his voice till the day I die.

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By Pat Johnson on 10-11-17

So Much More - always

A beautiful book that takes you on w wonderful journey of acceptance of who we are.
The writing of Kim Holden is always straight from the heart .
The narrators were perfect bring this wonderful story to life .....

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