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Publisher's Summary

When he fell in love, he fell hard. When he lost her, he lost his will.
Drugs, sex, and rock and roll - in that order - became his life.
River James, the drummer for Steel Total Destruction, loved the brotherhood he formed with his unlikely best friend, the band mates from Steel Total Destruction, and the family he found in his label, Forever Four.
Then, one tragic accident takes it all away in the blink of an eye. Twisted metal, shattered bones, crushed dreams, and torn wreckage causes deep, dark secrets to be revealed. One collision causes him to lose all hope, with no one but himself to blame.
Now facing harsh realities, which have never been one of River's strengths, he turns to the sure things in life: drugs and women who oh so willingly give themselves to a tall, dark, and tattooed rocker like him.
Will he find himself in the wreckage of twisted metal and crushed dreams? Or will he lose his way in the smoke and debris?
The first person in her family to graduate from high school and college, Keanna Sutton is flying high on her accomplishments and hard work. She has the career and man of her dreams, or so she thought until she finds out he is cheating on her. Ending the relationship, she begins rebuilding her shattered self-esteem.
Then a chance run-in with a tall, dark, and handsome, silver-tongued drummer tests her strength and ability to hold her own tongue while trying to ignore the implausible attraction to a man she knows will be no good for her.
Now a second run in at O'Donnell's pub while under the influence of drink, music, friends, and a fight makes Keanna throw caution to the wind, and she finds herself getting rocked the only way a badass like River can: hard and nasty.
Will the hottest night of her life end there? Or will she lose herself in a man who gives no promises except the lady always comes first?
©2016 MJ Fields (P)2016 MJ Fields
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By Bonnie Bracken on 06-21-16

Heartwarming and unforgettable

I absolutely love this series and I. Had hoped that River would be able to find something or someone to call his own. Someone to be able to see through the bullshit and help him wake up. Kai and Wen did a wonderful job bringing this book to life and pulling the emotion through. I am definitely telling my friends to not only read this series but listen to it as well!!!! I can't wait to see what comes next!!!

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By Brandi-Lets Read Romance on 01-15-17

So broken. so perfect.

Would you listen to River James again? Why?

Yes, I would listen to River James again. Like Keanna, I have a soft spot for those broken boys. They can never really escape me. And River is broken and beautiful and so deserving. He deserves the happiness he has always kept from himself. He deserves a chance to be clean.

Who was your favorite character and why?

River. River is my favorite character. It wasn't always that way, but getting his story, hearing his troubles have made me a forever River James fan and lover.

What about Wen Ross and Kai Kennicott ’s performance did you like?

As always, these two rock the chemistry.

If you were to make a film of this book, what would the tag line be?

Be strong. Be better.

Any additional comments?

This is a story of loss and love. It is also a story of addiction and recovery.

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