• Surpassing Certainty

  • What My Twenties Taught Me
  • By: Janet Mock
  • Narrated by: Janet Mock
  • Length: 7 hrs and 51 mins
  • 4.8 out of 5 stars (505 ratings)

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Surpassing Certainty

By: Janet Mock
Narrated by: Janet Mock
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Riveting, rousing, and utterly real, Surpassing Certainty is a portrait of a young woman searching for her purpose and place in the world - without a road map to guide her.

The journey begins a few months before her 20th birthday. Janet Mock is adjusting to her days as a first-generation college student at the University of Hawaii and her nights as a dancer at a strip club. Finally content in her body, she vacillates between flaunting and concealing herself as she navigates dating and disclosure, sex and intimacy, and, most important, letting herself be truly seen.

Under the neon lights of Club Nu, Janet meets Troy, a yeoman stationed at Pearl Harbor naval base, who becomes her first. The pleasures and perils of their union serve as a backdrop for Janet's progression through her early 20s with all the universal growing pains - falling in and out of love, living away from home, and figuring out what she wants to do with her life.

Despite her disadvantages, fueled by her dreams and inimitable drive, Janet makes her way through New York City while holding her truth close. She builds a career in the highly competitive world of magazine publishing - within the unique context of being trans, a woman, and a person of color.

Long before she became one of the world's most respected media figures and lauded leaders for equality and justice, Janet was a girl taking the time she needed to just be - to learn how to advocate for herself before becoming an advocate for others. As you witness Janet's slow-won success and painful failures, Surpassing Certainty will embolden you, shift the way you see others, and affirm your journey in search of self.

©2017 Janet Mock (P)2017 S&S Audio

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A queen.

Janet is a woman whom I greatly admire. Her writing has and will continue to make a massive impact on the lives of trans people, and I'm very grateful to have such an incredible person to look up to.

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Janet’s vulnerability is deeply moving

Be sure to read Janet’s first book “Redefining Realness” before this one, for a deeper understanding of this remarkable young life. I am a “haole” who grew up in Hawaii, so the places and events there that Ms. Mock described revived memories I thought I had lost. I love the articulate descriptions of places, senses and feelings that the author lived. The narration, while not overly dramatic, was articulate, well paced, and sincere. I can’t wait for her next book.

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A much needed story...

I’ve never been so sucked in to hearing someone’s story as much as I have with Janet. It took me many years to come to terms with my own trans journey, and hearing how she navigated her twenties through work, school, and love has given me hope for my own journey. I turned 30 in 2020, in the middle of a global pandemic, and the middle of my transition.....listening to her story has renewed my ability to see a future vision for myself, and had inspired me to tell my own story when the time is right. Thank you Janet, for continuing to be an inspiration, an amazing writer, and a queen of the people.
Xoxo- Khloé Klein

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A beautiful and hard story continues

Janet Mock introduced us to her growth as a person and public figure in "Redefining Realness". Where that book was an intro into what it meant to be trans, to be in the public eye and the hardships she experienced, "Surpassing Certainty" is a look into the vulnerable parts of her. The fears that were scrubbed from her first book form the basis for a story where you weep, fall in love, feel protective and want to admonish. Her reading and recounting of these private moments being you closer to a woman who has all eyes on her in our current public sphere.

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excellent read.

Inspirational vulnerable relatable Janet is a good reader and writer I recommend this to anyone who doesn't know what it means to go through tough times and come out on top

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Absolutely adore!

I recommend this book to any and every twenty-something! I plan to read (and love) this over and over again.

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I love this

I love this I have the book and her first book which I read about 3 times but hearing her story moves me as young trans women of
Color her first book came out in a time when I needed it the most it show me self love that I can be worthy of love career and self acceptance the second one hearing Janet story in her voice give me the tools to self heal from pass traumas and to allow my self to open to all the blessings around me thank you for this Janet my Shero🙏🏽🥰 the voice I needed to hear.

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Wow wow wow!!!

Once again I am shooooook! Thank you so much for putting this out there! I feel so privileged to be alive at the same time that this book entered the world! Thank you for existing in your space, I love myself everyday a little bit more. 🥰

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Exceedingly readable

This was an absolute breeze to read and was full of heart and emotional honesty. While many of the author's experiences are quite different than mine, much of it still felt quite relatable. I think that's the mark of a good writer. I also appreciate that she subtly educates along the way, clarifying some nuances of some marginalized experiences I haven't experienced personally.

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love it

good read. alot of self reflective moments while listening to her story. Great job on representation.

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