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Publisher's Summary

"I've told my kids for years that God doesn't make mistakes," writes Mary Beth Chapman, wife of Grammy award winning recording artist Steven Curtis Chapman. "Would I believe it now, when my whole world as I knew it came to an end?" Covering her courtship and marriage to Steven Curtis Chapman, struggles for emotional balance, and living with grief, Mary Beth's story is our story - wondering where God is when the worst happens. In Choosing to SEE, she shows how she wrestles with God even as she has allowed him to write her story - both during times of happiness and those of tragedy. Readers will hear firsthand about the loss of her daughter, the struggle to heal, and the unexpected path God has placed her on.
©2010 Mary Beth Chapman (P)2010 Baker Publishing Group
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5 out of 5 stars
By Davida Alvarez on 05-22-18

Real & relatable

Such an inspiring, sweet, and raw story of love that is everlasting and constant in every season of life! Thanks for sharing your story!

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By Yvonne Beswitherick on 11-19-17

She was so real!

What a blessing for Mary Beth Chapman to share her story and her pain. She was so real! Blessings to the Chapman family!

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By Kevin Warren on 09-10-17

Bare honesty.

This book had me crying so much that I had to get the Audible version as I couldn't read any more. It's a heart-wrenching tale but one that many can relate to in part. Life is tough, even for Christians. We don't always have the answers but trust in God. The bare honesty appealed to me, even though I cried buckets.

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By J shep on 01-12-15

Very positive book

I was worried about reading this book as it was about the death of a child but, although it is very honest about the pain it is also very positive about the story surrounding the family and the support they received and how God has faithfully supported them through this.
I particularly like the musical introductions to the chapters from Stephen Curtis Chapman.
The narration was perfect and really conveyed the depth of feeling that was evident throughout the book. A truly moving account of how God will hold your hand even through the darkest of times if only you will let him x

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