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Behind the Smile
- Narrated by: Joshua Reid-Davis
- Length: 3 hrs and 12 mins
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I am known throughout the world as the happy guy all the time. And in this audiobook, I let you into my life and the journey that it's taken me to get through the rough patches, the journey in finding peace with sexuality and religion, and finding my place in the world, as well as the ongoing continuing journey to get to where I aspire to be in life as I take you Behind the Smile that you all have come to know. We will go through good times and bad; lessons that I learned along the way—and those lessons are what made me the man that I am today.
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- TZone221
- 03-26-19
Authentic
Joshua presents a most authentic glimpse into his life that left me crying, laughing and believing that God truly has a plan for our lives to bring us joy and hope. This book spoke to areas of my life I had hidden and rediscovered, but with power instead of shame. Thanks Joshua for sharing your amazing life with us!
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